Forgive me father, for I have sinned..

This is my first confession ever since I can't remember

I reminded myself that this Saturday I would be named Mikhail in church. I haven't found the time to reflect and prepare myself for this religious ceremony.

I should bear no ill feelings toward anyone or carry any burden when I get annointed. I've been wronged by a close friend and have had the mind to make the peace, though I should'nt be the one. Religion says live and let live, Mikhail says forget about it...but good ole Dex says it again:

I'd rather have no friends than to have stupid friends.

I offer no apology for saying someday you're gonna get crap on your face..

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On other business, come Friday I would be the most stressed person alive.I would've completed the last academic examination in my life. I thought I'd run ahead of the pack by building a stash of resources with work here and there, but how can I possibly outgun those who are blessed with endowments from their ancestors? There was always the slothful Student voice in my head. Why bother, enjoy the days of your youth, take it easy there's no rush. Well now there's no more excuse, and from this Friday till the day I close my eyes with my grandchildren around my bed, I have a fucking empire to build. Haha right.

Welcome me world, another face in the crowd and by 35 I would no longer fear that my visions I once held is faded.

"Some men are born mediocre, some achieve mediocrity, and some have mediocrity thrust upon them"

"Some men are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them"

Well who gives a shit.